THAT SEPTEMBER DAY

THAT SEPTEMBER DAY. IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER NOT JUST ONE DAY.

I took a song I was writing. Words and feelings. Took couple pictures I had awhile back. And put it together 💜💜💜🤗🤗🤗

I figured i would share my heart through song, writing, photography and above all my love.

May you find comfort and peace everyday. You are loved. We all matter.

With love 💜Jackie Hall

SEE THE SUNSHINE

Whether it’s the close of the day or the beginning of a new . Know that you’re enough.

Whatever you are facing, you’ll overcome. What trials you are or will endure, are for a short time.

I don’t have answers, only what my heart feels. There’s days where my heart breaks. Then days where it’s full of joy. When I feel I’m not good at work, a mother, wife, daughter , sister, friend or really anything.

Then I see the potential and light within. I share that light which uplifts another. Using my words, music, voice, art, photography, or a helping hand in anyway I can.

You are enough. Wherever you may be, say that to yourself. Let yourself feel joy, sadness, anger or peace. Work in progress we are. God made us . He wants us to become a better version than what we are able to see or comprehend.

Know my heart is for all. My emotions are real. My words are my thoughts and feelings. My talents are to uplift and inspire. I share because I am growing. I care because I love. I learn because I want to be better.
Each of us have so much blessings and gifts, that the world would be so boring if we were all the same.

Look, learn, love, grow, feel, support, Express, care, notice, recognize, forgive, endure and notice yourself and each other. Shine the light in all circumstances.

♡♡Jackie ♡♡

OBSERVATION IN THE WORLD

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As I’m studying and sit back and watch family, friends, and others around the world whether in person or on social media, I find there is favoritism to some. Make sense? That those who are more “followed ” noticed, more connected, and suffering more ( even vulnerable) has and get more support, attention, help, guidance, praises and non judgement.

Being bullied for a physical or emotional illness. For looks, wealth, talents, religion and more. How it’s fine for family members to reach out and it’s all great and caring. But for others it’s “you’re crazy ” or ” who cares” same with online or among friends. Why should certain ones be noticed and not all?

For those that are suffering in silence or not that have tremendous trials or going through things that family, friends or others may know tend to be judged, offended, forgotten, unappreciated, not helped in any way and more or less ” oh, you’re strong” ” you’ll get through it” “someone else is suffering worse” “you chose certain choices, so that’s why you’re suffering physically, emotionally, or financially”

It erks me to see the comparisons. The words, the actions, and hurt. As I’ve always support all I can in any way. I know we all suffer and handle ourselves in our own way. But I don’t choose one person more than the other because of “popularity of their struggles” make sense?

I find in this world we’re all important. I have seen the side of being pushed aside because of those that ASSUME I’m strong. Assume that my depression, anxiety, bullying, emotional, physical and financial struggles aren’t important. But I can easily be there for another without question.

My thought process sees this all the time. And when you’ve endured it , it makes you more empathetic and strong to love another more. I wish we could all be on the same page. And that if someone reaches for help whether in person, online, in text or however, to listen. To not judge. Just be there. Vulnerability is wonderful for that’s how we work on becoming better. But pushing others aside for someone else’s life or story, is the most evil way I see .

We all matter. We all need support. And it should happen before things get worse or yo late. Each of us is human and not a number. Not a idol nor a prize. Our emotions and struggles are important.

I don’t know if this makes sense, but does yo me. And I love working on my degree in family science to better understand not only myself but others. For we all need someone.

Trials Build You Up

As I take a moment to reflect all that I have been through and all I am going through, I truly am blessed.

Some may say ” Why would you be happy of the challenges you’ve endured?

Because they turned out to be even more blessings. Having challenges since birth, being adopted, fighting through depression, anxiety, bullying, self-confidence, 2 hard and abusive marriages, and numerous health issues. Failed acdf surgery, 9 surgeries which leaves pain, scar tissue, and more health issues.

I became stronger. All these lead me to help others in their relationships. To have empathy for those with type 2 diabetes, cervical stenosis, depression, anxiety, stage fright, neurapathy and more. Yes, I battle daily with pain, discomfort, highs and lows. Dropping things, restless nights, tears, sadness, and more. But I still smile. I am stronger each day.

Do you know I am still capable with all I have physically and emotionally going on, but the trials my loved ones are going through, the ability to still manage my life.

I have an incredible husband who is so strong, romantic, so loving to his kids and myself and others. Hardworking as a powerlineman working on his journeyman. So spiritual and funny. He truly is my best friend. Through all struggles and we both had 2 bad marriages, he was a single father that has blessed me to become a stepmother and friend to a 8yr princess ( daddy’s girl) and a 19 yr old young man . I’ll never ever replace their mothers but I will continue to love and support as they are my own.

Blended families are a challenge but such a blessing. Same as being adopted. My trial gave me 2 amazing parents and had 9 kids and adopted my twin sister and I and 2 brothers. Family forever. Unselfish, enduring love. So yes, I’m grateful for the foster care to lead me to a forever home.

The talents of singing, lyric writing, photography, art, crafts and more lead me to others to uplift, understand and love. Fighting my stage fright and coming out of my shell. Yes, the trials, bullying and low self esteem have led me to increased blessings. I’m finding my outlit and rising and doing all that I love.

Schooling to be able to go to college at 36 and a beautiful job from home where I can get my degree in family science to help others. To fulfill a long time dream. And to be blessed to work from home, be a mom, and love my husband more. To help provide while he seeks another lineman job from being laid off.

Yes physically, emotionally, financially challenges come upon us. In our own life, family, friends and those all around. So why do I smile and thank God for all my circumstances, even when I desperately want them gone at times? Because I am beautiful. I am talented I am strong. I emphasize, love, bring laughter, tears, heart, soul and upliftment to myself, my husband, my family and all those I can. That’s the beauty of it. To be there. To uplift and inspire. Serve others. Know the pain and go through emotions with whoever. Be an example.

Why I love life . Family is everything. We are all beautiful and family. We have so much to offer .

Take your trials and just ponder and see all the work and service you can do too. Not easy but oh so wonderful.

Keep shining and smiling. Know you’re loved and prayed for

♡ jackie hall ♡

Self-esteem Courage & More

Self-esteem is a trial that since I was little, I have and continue to overcome and build up. Whether it’s being a good wife, daughter, stepmom, friend, sister, singer, writer, photographer, student or other passions I love.

After having dealt with changes in relationships from abuse, dealing with bullying, health issues and more. I’ve found that the greatest joy is lifting myself up and having others being lifted too. Whether in my own family or out in the world.

One reason why I post. Not for numbers. We’re all beautiful and not a number. It’s to help fight stage fright. Work on my dreams and passions. Closer to my degree in college to help others. Find joy in all circumstances.

Know you are amazing and beautiful in your own way. Never compare. Take steps in seeing this within. Worse bully is yourself. Yet, let yourself experience emotions and use your gifts to Express. Go find you. Love you. Enjoy you. And be nice to yourself . Share that with others. No one is more important. Go get it I support and love you. As I am doing same for me.

You Are Seen ♡

Have a blessed day. I think and pray for you all. In all circumstances. Know we have our days, but we get through. You’re someone special. You have a purpose. Believe in it. Feel all the feels.

Just know you are thought of and loved. Even when you feel like you don’t matter or no one checks on you. You honestly are thought of, loved, and supported . I feel it. I see you. I notice. I can’t change circumstances and I know how it feels, but I can support you in my heart and be there .

3 key words that help me….ALL IS WELL

♡jackie hall ♡

Thoughts for the soul ♡

Wherever you are and whoever you are, you are enough. No amount of weakness, sickness, trials, judgment, flaws, success or failure can take that away.

You have to believe in you. Believe that you matter. Your voice, your color, your talents, your soul, your passions, your heart, and most of all yourself .

I believe in the deepest of all souls. In the right to make your own decisions and free agency. Yes, I get judged, bullied, talked about, push aside and other things. I’ve been down and heartbroken. My weakness have tried to get the best of me.

Yet I am working on my progress. On my depression and anxiety. My diabetes, pain, discomfort and other health issues. Working at become better financially. Working towards a more wonderful relationships with my husband, step kids, family and friends. Forgiving. Accepting and moving one step at a time.

Using my passions of singing, writing, photography, art, crafts and more to better understand myself and others. Sharing my experiences and fighting stage fright.

Is this easy? Ha!nothing is easy. If you want something you have to work for it. Just as others do the same. May not be your way. May not be your thing. Yet, we are all in the same boat, just different places. We all matter. Go find yourself. Go uplift others. Telling myself the same. We got this.

Thoughts for everyday upliftment

All the best

♡jackie hall ♡