STOP AND REPEAT

STOP FOR A MOMENT. LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND REPEAT WHAT I WROTE IN THE CLOUDS >>>>>>>>

I am feeling so much saying this. chills are upon me. so many feels. so many tears. it’s real. I believe I can. I believe you can.

BELIEVE IT. FEEL IT. LIVE IT. ACCEPT IT. YOU MATTER. ALL OF YOU MATTER. ALL OF YOUR PAIN, SUFFERING, TRIALS, CHALLENGES, GOOD, BAD AND MORE.

WILL WORK OUT. ♡

Though it seems trials of physical, emotional and financial come at me at once, or add on. I am working to do all I can to relieve the burdens. It’s a slow process.

Does it mean I’m a loser? Will I not finish school? Am I close to finding another job to help my husband and kids? Will anyone care about my talents and upliftment? Do I help others as often as i should, when I’m battling my battles?

You and I can look at all these questions and more with many answers or judgements. In all reality, I don’t know the what happens the next second.

All I know is I’m moving forward with hope. Doing all I can to do my part. Putting trust in God to help with my burdens.
I know a job will come. I know my needs and school expenses etc will be took care of. I know so many are uplifted in my support for them and my love through my experiences and gifts.

So, when you have doubts just look at all you have accomplished. Life is learning and I’m growing through it. As the same you’re growing in your battles. You’re not alone. There is hope. Just believe and see it. Keep going . ♡ let emotions out.

UPLIFTING THROUGH MY HEART & SOUL

Quote from one of my books ♡♡

Life isn’t always joyous. I’m not always positive or happy. I just work on trying to make the best of it .

Dealing with hardships physically, emotionally, spiritually or financially can weigh you down at times. It’s how you handle them that makes it wonderful.

Listen to your heart. Open your mind to visions of your desires.
Forgive yourself. Know your emotions are a part of you. Never be sorry for that. Feel. Embrace.

Early morning ♡♡♡
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It’s so wonderful to accomplish your passions. I’m not stopping there.
I’m gonna keep going .

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What are you doing ? What are your passions?
Don’t give up. You’re amazing. We all have passions. Please believe in you, as I believe in all.

IF YOU NEED A REMINDER

IF YOU NEED A REMINDER

Always know deep down inside the importance of life. Importance of belonging.

I can’t make you see it or feel it. It’s there. You need to find your own way. Uplifting you will always be there.

Know you’re too precious and important to be forgotten. The struggles you are facing can be hard and difficult. You must find the outlit within to Express in a constructive way.

We all have talents. Use them to create inspiration and strength. You then will build belief and confidence within yourself.

Never give up hope. These words I’m going by, even the ones above. For I have many trials but I am going to conquer. While doing so, why not support you as well. You are loved ♡

Being Accepting of Others

As I continue to move forward in my life, I am trying to look at more of my trials as blessings.

Ar times it can be really hard and weigh you down. Not knowing if you’ll finish this or that. If you said the right thing. Being a good step mother and supporter to your husband who is doing all he can as a powerlineman.

Wondering if you should just not do school due to the costs but you’re almost a junior. The list can go on.

But lately I have found what I am doing right. Pushing myself to spend the time dwelling to serving, spending time with family, friends, spreading hope, and uplifting. Working on my passions and enjoying what time I can with my husband.

We all have opinions on how someone should or could have done this or that. Or blaim because of the choice you made or making. It boils down to life is hard. Stuff happens. You got to go through it . Called work in progress.

If everything was easy and everyone was doing what everyone feels they should. Then it would be miserable. Same as you not doing what you feel is right. Or judging others whether they are your partner, family,friend, associate or across the other side of the world .

I find being more accepting and reassuring that we all have our personal lives and responsibility. We must grow and that is growing together.

That’s why I love my husband. He loves the science, power lines, helping others, politics, video games and more. But we compromise on shows, when to talk about the “worldly” things and more of just focusing on positive. Not easy but it’s good.

I love the arts, crafts, writing and more. More of forgiving and my husband works with that. Just as being a mom and friend. Or a family member. Having 13 kids grow up in one house is wonderful but too many personalities.

That’s why it’s so easy to be critical. Yet, if you show empathy, compassion, and understanding that we all deserve to be here. To be born and live our lives how we believe to see fit. I am for certain there will be more harmony.

Again, as I said in beginning , I am seeing differences in marriage, life, trials and more as blessings. I wouldn’t have it any other way. Let’s me reflect and go through emotions.

Less worry. More blessed. All will work out. A reminder that if it makes you happy. If you feel good , then don’t stop. Just move priorities around and compromise. Same with all of us within ourselves. We choose how we feel, what we do, where we go. God gave us freedom. But if we didn’t disagree or make opinions and learn to grow with each other in many ways as a relationship, then why is there free agency ? Knowledge? Each other?passions? Jobs?family? Marriages?opportunities? And list goes on.

Might be a bunch of garbage or not make sense or you don’t care or agree. But to me, as I close the evening, I’m blessed.