Being Accepting of Others

As I continue to move forward in my life, I am trying to look at more of my trials as blessings.

Ar times it can be really hard and weigh you down. Not knowing if you’ll finish this or that. If you said the right thing. Being a good step mother and supporter to your husband who is doing all he can as a powerlineman.

Wondering if you should just not do school due to the costs but you’re almost a junior. The list can go on.

But lately I have found what I am doing right. Pushing myself to spend the time dwelling to serving, spending time with family, friends, spreading hope, and uplifting. Working on my passions and enjoying what time I can with my husband.

We all have opinions on how someone should or could have done this or that. Or blaim because of the choice you made or making. It boils down to life is hard. Stuff happens. You got to go through it . Called work in progress.

If everything was easy and everyone was doing what everyone feels they should. Then it would be miserable. Same as you not doing what you feel is right. Or judging others whether they are your partner, family,friend, associate or across the other side of the world .

I find being more accepting and reassuring that we all have our personal lives and responsibility. We must grow and that is growing together.

That’s why I love my husband. He loves the science, power lines, helping others, politics, video games and more. But we compromise on shows, when to talk about the “worldly” things and more of just focusing on positive. Not easy but it’s good.

I love the arts, crafts, writing and more. More of forgiving and my husband works with that. Just as being a mom and friend. Or a family member. Having 13 kids grow up in one house is wonderful but too many personalities.

That’s why it’s so easy to be critical. Yet, if you show empathy, compassion, and understanding that we all deserve to be here. To be born and live our lives how we believe to see fit. I am for certain there will be more harmony.

Again, as I said in beginning , I am seeing differences in marriage, life, trials and more as blessings. I wouldn’t have it any other way. Let’s me reflect and go through emotions.

Less worry. More blessed. All will work out. A reminder that if it makes you happy. If you feel good , then don’t stop. Just move priorities around and compromise. Same with all of us within ourselves. We choose how we feel, what we do, where we go. God gave us freedom. But if we didn’t disagree or make opinions and learn to grow with each other in many ways as a relationship, then why is there free agency ? Knowledge? Each other?passions? Jobs?family? Marriages?opportunities? And list goes on.

Might be a bunch of garbage or not make sense or you don’t care or agree. But to me, as I close the evening, I’m blessed.

LEARNING EACH DAY

Something I’m learning and growing to have more in my life.

A better understanding of others and what they must be feeling and going through.

No matter the pain and hurt I’ve endured, I can still choose to forgive and keep going. Just as we all have a chance .

Live that chance just for the day and moment. Though it can be extremely hard. Our own feelings and life is very important. Just as whatever has happened to us. Which nothing should justify that or make it seem like we shouldn’t feel or have strong emotions and opinions.

Merely a thought process and change of heart on healing and moving forward. Knowing that no matter what happens to any of us, we are capable in our own hearts and life to live, learn, live, forgive, and understand. Life can be amazingly beautiful during worst times.

Go Find

I’m not selfish. I’m just me. Exploring and accepting all of me.

Time and time again I focus on others and other things. That’s why my heart sings.

Courage to stand and release all emotions. Finding my passions and keep going . You can’t enjoy life without the Joy’s you love yourself. Go find them ♡

Have Faith & Keep Moving

As someone who has and continues to personally struggle with depression, anxiety, financially, and physically challenges.
I can say my spiritual growth is amazing.

I have my days where I’ve had enough. Where I can’t cry no more. Feel like I’m not taken seriously. Feel alone, afraid, judge, bullied, not appreciated, acknowledged how I keep going.

When I stop and realize lately, I don’t need to think that. I need to stop thinking that. Turning my thoughts and heart to the realization that life is all about timing . God’s Timing. That I am loved. I have my agency. Though it’s hard and so much more, I am still alive. I am me. I love me and I don’t need anyone to accept that.

You are still alive. We have this beautiful earth with beautiful talents, wisdom, each other and more that surrounds us. So, we should use the time we have in uplifting, inspiring, finding love within. Seeking inspiration from each other in our battles. We are capable of making what we think is impossible from our challenges to making it possible.

Waiting, trials, disappointments, failures, challenges and more is what makes us more beautiful in this incredible world. Do your best. Give to God and go live the rest of your life.

DON’T LET THE WORLDY THINGS. THE CHALLENGES. OR FEEL THE NEED TO BE ACCEPTED BY OTHERS STOP

GO LIVE. BE HAPPY. LOVE YOURSELF. LOVE OTHERS. INSPIRE. SHARE YOUR PASSIONS. KEEP SHINING AND MOVING FORWARD WITH LOVING ALL OF YOU.

LET LIGHT SHINE. DON’T GO DIM

As I go through my journey of renewing my light and talents. It’s so much better with self love. Working harder, moving forward and having faith in yourself.

I love using my singing, writing, health journey, art, photography and other passions to grow my light.

Life gets discouraging and things don’t work out when you want them too. That shouldn’t stop you from moving forward.

What are you doing to build yourself up? Share your talents and visions? Know deep inside of your light and don’t become dim. Nor compare. You are who you are because you are special in your own way.

Share with me your talents. Let’s support and shine. Leave no one on their own. You got to want it.Find support. Keep shining and smiling in all the dark and light days. Let’s get it !

COURAGE

Often times we face hardships where we just want someone to understand. Without judgement, to feel loved and help to be guided over the obstacles.

In all reality it’s nice to have that support, but you would still be in the same place. Feelings would still arise or circumstances would come up again. What is it you need to do?

Learn to Express your feelings without ignoring them. Make sure it’s in a constructive way as fitness, the arts, serving, music, or other talents.

Be open in your mind and heart. Have more faith and not fear. Your body must heal. So, as it’s good to get the praise, recognition, help, support, love, and positivity from others. You must have self love first.

Stay healthy physically. Clear the toxins in your body with healthy and nutrition plan. No diet. Exercise and stay committed for life. Emotionally meditate, love yourself , acknowledge yourself in all circumstances with positive energy. That will help calm your mind.

Be believing. Know when you feel nothing or no one is able to help, know you must accept that challenge. There are many who love and accept you. But in order to personally face your own demons and obstacles with staying positive and with courage, you must clear your mind of toxin and replace with I am able. I am going forward. Same with spiritual energy.

Let Out Emotions. Be You

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motions are real. They come in different ways. You may feel anger, sadness, joy, happy, bored, scared, or other things.

Using my camera to check a bump on my head which is very sensitive . My great Dane and her rope decided to whack me. When you have plate and screws it doesn’t help.

I’m used to holding my tears in and being comfort to others. My tears are still flowing and not just because of a whack to side of head. From those that leave us to go be with God. From hardships financially, physical pain, depression, anxiety and your heart wanting to help so many. To stop abuse, hatred, bullying and more.
Mental illness is real. Feelings are real. Having challenges are real. And sometimes music, service, singing, writing, photography and more won’t help. Helping others by letting them know to express, feel and let it out IS ALRIGHT. IT’S A BEAUTIFUL THING. It may be 540am and I may have been up all night with school, prayer, pain, worry, emotions, and hardships of finding work. I am me. This is me. I’m not afraid of being me.

It just felt so dang good to let loose. Be not ashamed. You’re amazing and beautiful. Goes to all people. We all have feelings.
My prayers and love to all. And to all that struggle. IT’S OKAY ♡♡