Blessings

Count your blessings. Trust me, in my challenges I’m enduring, and I’m not gonna lie, I have many days where I can be negative and mean . But I do count my blessings ,even later after expressions. I still try to smile but it’s okay if you don’t all the time. It’s life. 🙂

I feel better when I uplift during my hard times but also more importantly to help others in their struggles. Xoxo

STOP AND REPEAT

STOP FOR A MOMENT. LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND REPEAT WHAT I WROTE IN THE CLOUDS >>>>>>>>

I am feeling so much saying this. chills are upon me. so many feels. so many tears. it’s real. I believe I can. I believe you can.

BELIEVE IT. FEEL IT. LIVE IT. ACCEPT IT. YOU MATTER. ALL OF YOU MATTER. ALL OF YOUR PAIN, SUFFERING, TRIALS, CHALLENGES, GOOD, BAD AND MORE.

Being Accepting of Others

As I continue to move forward in my life, I am trying to look at more of my trials as blessings.

Ar times it can be really hard and weigh you down. Not knowing if you’ll finish this or that. If you said the right thing. Being a good step mother and supporter to your husband who is doing all he can as a powerlineman.

Wondering if you should just not do school due to the costs but you’re almost a junior. The list can go on.

But lately I have found what I am doing right. Pushing myself to spend the time dwelling to serving, spending time with family, friends, spreading hope, and uplifting. Working on my passions and enjoying what time I can with my husband.

We all have opinions on how someone should or could have done this or that. Or blaim because of the choice you made or making. It boils down to life is hard. Stuff happens. You got to go through it . Called work in progress.

If everything was easy and everyone was doing what everyone feels they should. Then it would be miserable. Same as you not doing what you feel is right. Or judging others whether they are your partner, family,friend, associate or across the other side of the world .

I find being more accepting and reassuring that we all have our personal lives and responsibility. We must grow and that is growing together.

That’s why I love my husband. He loves the science, power lines, helping others, politics, video games and more. But we compromise on shows, when to talk about the “worldly” things and more of just focusing on positive. Not easy but it’s good.

I love the arts, crafts, writing and more. More of forgiving and my husband works with that. Just as being a mom and friend. Or a family member. Having 13 kids grow up in one house is wonderful but too many personalities.

That’s why it’s so easy to be critical. Yet, if you show empathy, compassion, and understanding that we all deserve to be here. To be born and live our lives how we believe to see fit. I am for certain there will be more harmony.

Again, as I said in beginning , I am seeing differences in marriage, life, trials and more as blessings. I wouldn’t have it any other way. Let’s me reflect and go through emotions.

Less worry. More blessed. All will work out. A reminder that if it makes you happy. If you feel good , then don’t stop. Just move priorities around and compromise. Same with all of us within ourselves. We choose how we feel, what we do, where we go. God gave us freedom. But if we didn’t disagree or make opinions and learn to grow with each other in many ways as a relationship, then why is there free agency ? Knowledge? Each other?passions? Jobs?family? Marriages?opportunities? And list goes on.

Might be a bunch of garbage or not make sense or you don’t care or agree. But to me, as I close the evening, I’m blessed.

HAPPY NATIONAL LINEMAN APPRECIATION DAY

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appy National Lineman Appreciation Day.

I appreciate you Chris so very much. Your family loves you. The best hardworking man ever. Though we see you leave more, we know that you are needed all over. You chose this profession and worked hard in school for it. It’s not just q career. You love it. Love the excitement, the smiles, the work, and providing for your family.

I appreciate you every single day. I know there’s a lot more you do, and I’m glad I don’t see everything lol. I’m fine on the ground. 🙂 but I love you forever. We have our trials, and some are harder than others, but we sure rise above and together.
I’m grateful to hug you when you leave and hug you even more when you get back. Know you’re appreciated not just today but everyday. Especially all those who have gone and all those now. Ty all you wonderful lineman/line women. You are always in hearts and prayers.

Love you hunny. Ty for all you do. Better be safe . This woman says so hahah your family loves you and supports you. We’ll make it to the eternities. God bless you all♡♡ everyday

Have Faith & Keep Moving

As someone who has and continues to personally struggle with depression, anxiety, financially, and physically challenges.
I can say my spiritual growth is amazing.

I have my days where I’ve had enough. Where I can’t cry no more. Feel like I’m not taken seriously. Feel alone, afraid, judge, bullied, not appreciated, acknowledged how I keep going.

When I stop and realize lately, I don’t need to think that. I need to stop thinking that. Turning my thoughts and heart to the realization that life is all about timing . God’s Timing. That I am loved. I have my agency. Though it’s hard and so much more, I am still alive. I am me. I love me and I don’t need anyone to accept that.

You are still alive. We have this beautiful earth with beautiful talents, wisdom, each other and more that surrounds us. So, we should use the time we have in uplifting, inspiring, finding love within. Seeking inspiration from each other in our battles. We are capable of making what we think is impossible from our challenges to making it possible.

Waiting, trials, disappointments, failures, challenges and more is what makes us more beautiful in this incredible world. Do your best. Give to God and go live the rest of your life.

DON’T LET THE WORLDY THINGS. THE CHALLENGES. OR FEEL THE NEED TO BE ACCEPTED BY OTHERS STOP

GO LIVE. BE HAPPY. LOVE YOURSELF. LOVE OTHERS. INSPIRE. SHARE YOUR PASSIONS. KEEP SHINING AND MOVING FORWARD WITH LOVING ALL OF YOU.

Love yourself and your passions

Finding yourself, lovingbyoursel, coming out of hiding on your passions brings so much joy.

I am learning and growing with my art, music, photography, writing, and a health journey. Realizing the only approval I need is from myself.

Fame doesn’t exist in my world. Visions and dreams do. As I continue to be a work in progress, my heart loves to see others progress towards their happiness. Fulfilling their passions and supporting themselves.

I surely love seeing all the talent in this world. We’re all amazing, beautiful and instruments for others in our gifts, love, support, and upliftment.

I’m not the best writer but I have accomplished few books on amazon. I’m not the best artist but I am me and Express which brings me joy. I’m not the greatest singer but it’s my passion and will make a cd one day. I have much lyrics and songs.

I would love to know what you do. What would you like to accomplish? What are your passions? Are you needing more support? Encouragement? Upliftment?
Well I would love to do what I can to uplift and help inspire you . For it’s important.

I waited too long and hid for awhile and let the world, my thoughts, actions, bullying, abuse and more take over. Use your experiences for good but move forward. You’re not alone. You’re amazing. Share xoxoo god bless. Keep shining ~jackie

LET LIGHT SHINE. DON’T GO DIM

As I go through my journey of renewing my light and talents. It’s so much better with self love. Working harder, moving forward and having faith in yourself.

I love using my singing, writing, health journey, art, photography and other passions to grow my light.

Life gets discouraging and things don’t work out when you want them too. That shouldn’t stop you from moving forward.

What are you doing to build yourself up? Share your talents and visions? Know deep inside of your light and don’t become dim. Nor compare. You are who you are because you are special in your own way.

Share with me your talents. Let’s support and shine. Leave no one on their own. You got to want it.Find support. Keep shining and smiling in all the dark and light days. Let’s get it !