WILL WORK OUT. ♡

Though it seems trials of physical, emotional and financial come at me at once, or add on. I am working to do all I can to relieve the burdens. It’s a slow process.

Does it mean I’m a loser? Will I not finish school? Am I close to finding another job to help my husband and kids? Will anyone care about my talents and upliftment? Do I help others as often as i should, when I’m battling my battles?

You and I can look at all these questions and more with many answers or judgements. In all reality, I don’t know the what happens the next second.

All I know is I’m moving forward with hope. Doing all I can to do my part. Putting trust in God to help with my burdens.
I know a job will come. I know my needs and school expenses etc will be took care of. I know so many are uplifted in my support for them and my love through my experiences and gifts.

So, when you have doubts just look at all you have accomplished. Life is learning and I’m growing through it. As the same you’re growing in your battles. You’re not alone. There is hope. Just believe and see it. Keep going . ♡ let emotions out.

Light The Way

Life is full of surprises. You’ll never know what happens the next second. Only God knows.

I always try to make each second count. Notice I said “try”

Lately I been such a big moody, I don’t care what happens to me. Numerous specialists, blood work, cutting cold Turkey on medicines due to bad effects and financial harships.

Why does life even have money? I mean seriously just makes people more evil, jealous, or stuck up. Well some anyways.

I’ve been seeing so much drama that I’ve cut out a lot of peeps in my life. Doesn’t mean I don’t care, they were causing false hope. Using me, judging me, and more.

I support others. I hate seeing others suffer. No matter who or where you’re from. But when I’m suffering in different ways, makes it even harder.

All I can say is life sucks at times. But then it’s a beautiful blessing. Don’t be afraid to Express how you feel. Just don’t give up. And if you’re to the point, ask for help . Okay? You are worth it.

Just feel all the feels life brings. Light your way in your time . You’re loved

Being Accepting of Others

As I continue to move forward in my life, I am trying to look at more of my trials as blessings.

Ar times it can be really hard and weigh you down. Not knowing if you’ll finish this or that. If you said the right thing. Being a good step mother and supporter to your husband who is doing all he can as a powerlineman.

Wondering if you should just not do school due to the costs but you’re almost a junior. The list can go on.

But lately I have found what I am doing right. Pushing myself to spend the time dwelling to serving, spending time with family, friends, spreading hope, and uplifting. Working on my passions and enjoying what time I can with my husband.

We all have opinions on how someone should or could have done this or that. Or blaim because of the choice you made or making. It boils down to life is hard. Stuff happens. You got to go through it . Called work in progress.

If everything was easy and everyone was doing what everyone feels they should. Then it would be miserable. Same as you not doing what you feel is right. Or judging others whether they are your partner, family,friend, associate or across the other side of the world .

I find being more accepting and reassuring that we all have our personal lives and responsibility. We must grow and that is growing together.

That’s why I love my husband. He loves the science, power lines, helping others, politics, video games and more. But we compromise on shows, when to talk about the “worldly” things and more of just focusing on positive. Not easy but it’s good.

I love the arts, crafts, writing and more. More of forgiving and my husband works with that. Just as being a mom and friend. Or a family member. Having 13 kids grow up in one house is wonderful but too many personalities.

That’s why it’s so easy to be critical. Yet, if you show empathy, compassion, and understanding that we all deserve to be here. To be born and live our lives how we believe to see fit. I am for certain there will be more harmony.

Again, as I said in beginning , I am seeing differences in marriage, life, trials and more as blessings. I wouldn’t have it any other way. Let’s me reflect and go through emotions.

Less worry. More blessed. All will work out. A reminder that if it makes you happy. If you feel good , then don’t stop. Just move priorities around and compromise. Same with all of us within ourselves. We choose how we feel, what we do, where we go. God gave us freedom. But if we didn’t disagree or make opinions and learn to grow with each other in many ways as a relationship, then why is there free agency ? Knowledge? Each other?passions? Jobs?family? Marriages?opportunities? And list goes on.

Might be a bunch of garbage or not make sense or you don’t care or agree. But to me, as I close the evening, I’m blessed.

UPLIFT

From my book
Upliftment for a Better Day

Keep shining ♡ Wherever you are know you are loved. Bring out the best in you by conquering the flaws, accepting your flaws, and enduring your challenges.

I am not perfect and life isn’t all sunshine and happiness. It’s not life if there is always sunshine and no trials.

There is hope, beauty and learning . When I wake up I make sure that I do my best for the day. For the moments. I have my struggles and sometimes worse days you can imagine.

What happens? I look to my gifts. I look to others. I’m grateful for the talents, experiences, and struggles. For others lift me up in their many gifts and experiences. Just as I do the same.

Look to the moments. In all good and bad. Always remember there will be good and bad. Embrace because you will overcome ♡

Have Faith & Keep Moving

As someone who has and continues to personally struggle with depression, anxiety, financially, and physically challenges.
I can say my spiritual growth is amazing.

I have my days where I’ve had enough. Where I can’t cry no more. Feel like I’m not taken seriously. Feel alone, afraid, judge, bullied, not appreciated, acknowledged how I keep going.

When I stop and realize lately, I don’t need to think that. I need to stop thinking that. Turning my thoughts and heart to the realization that life is all about timing . God’s Timing. That I am loved. I have my agency. Though it’s hard and so much more, I am still alive. I am me. I love me and I don’t need anyone to accept that.

You are still alive. We have this beautiful earth with beautiful talents, wisdom, each other and more that surrounds us. So, we should use the time we have in uplifting, inspiring, finding love within. Seeking inspiration from each other in our battles. We are capable of making what we think is impossible from our challenges to making it possible.

Waiting, trials, disappointments, failures, challenges and more is what makes us more beautiful in this incredible world. Do your best. Give to God and go live the rest of your life.

DON’T LET THE WORLDY THINGS. THE CHALLENGES. OR FEEL THE NEED TO BE ACCEPTED BY OTHERS STOP

GO LIVE. BE HAPPY. LOVE YOURSELF. LOVE OTHERS. INSPIRE. SHARE YOUR PASSIONS. KEEP SHINING AND MOVING FORWARD WITH LOVING ALL OF YOU.

MANY BLESSINGS AMONG YOUR JOURNEY

Finding happiness in all circumstances is very important. Joy is all around, whether you are enjoying a fun, sunny day. Or there are storms that come upon you. Sometimes there are calm and beautiful days.

Emotions that you feel inside, should be released. You don’t need to put a fake smile and feel that your feelings, experiences, dreams, knowledge, relationships, physical, emotional, spiritual or financial problems don’t matter. Because they do. Why?BECAUSE THAT IS YOU. YOU FEEL. YOU EXPERIENCE. IT’S YOUA.

Take every experience and turn it into your visions, passions, joruney, learning and move forward. Express your feelings no matter what day you’re having but still find joy in the moment.

No matter hard it may get or feel. Know you’re not alone. You are loved and appreciated. See it within. Now go live. Climb the trees, feel the breeze, watch the storms, or feel the peace. You are a work in progress, so make sure you are giving yourself the love, attention and opportunities. While doing so, others are following your example.

Experiences are what defines you. They are also beautiful examples to life others.
~Jackie Hall